Am I losing myself?

Sitting here, skipping class today and choosing to instead work on neglected homework, I'm seriously starting to wonder where my worth ethic has gone. Leaving things to the last minute was never a motto of mine, but it has quickly become my way of doing homework. Am I losing part of what makes me, me? That part that has always felt accomplished, has always prided herself in having ambition and an overachiever attitude? I certainly hope she's still hiding somewhere in me, maybe taking a slight winter hibernation...